Today is my birthday, I'm not happy, yet not sad.
I think I'm old enough to know the uncertainty of life.
But the uncertainty still kind of upset me in sometimes.
This gloomy emotion made me feel guilty, because I had a suspicion it came form my personality disorders. I knew immersing myself into this messy emotion was wrong, but I still could not escape from it, especial when I was alone.
I don't know where to ask for help, I understand all the things come and go. Yes, I am still young and weak, with a perplexed mind, can't survive.
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